好忙呀~ 但係突然想打xanga_XD 哈哈.... 呢個月好多野做呀... 之前個d就五計啦... 聼日pianoexam..哎~ 加油拉 有好多essay mod euro, biology, mandarin...都五知道點死出黎~ Drama 表演下個禮拜 Test 又有 mod euro, math, biology 死啦~! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- But since now and then, wheneva i feel depressed i can only think of you''
know you will never me by my side''
but most of my depress came by you'' can you feel the stress in me?''
im tired of things like this"
im tired of my complicated life'' ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 飄: thanks for being there with me last sat at tst, didn't know i would even have a moment with you like that, even though i still didn't know if it was right choice to be with you there, but still, ill treasure this moment. dont know about you, but im really happy about it, but i can never seem to understand what you are thinking of and the purpose for you doing... im totally confused... i never knew that love is that painful.... hurt like stings every moment, whatever you do, whatever you care, i cant control myself not to know or care about it at all... every word you say makes me concern, every move you make seems to moving further away from me, seems to leave a long long way from me, and that feeling is really hurting me... i want to cry, but what for? will my tears bring me to you? will my tears connect the line between me and you? no... i doubt it... but i rather tears come out from my eyes than from my heart... because now, it seems clenching my heart really tightly and burns bits and bits of my true deep heart... i wonder when will this heart fade, since its burning everyday... but i rather keep it burning even though it hurts like heck, because this pain im in is what i should get for an exchange for you kind to me... 'you might not understand my feelings or what im even trying to talk about, but this is my feelings for you... read it or not, it will be there for you.....''' ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
14-4-09 well.... i found answers for my paragraph above.... " totally confused"? NO~ i know the truth, i knew the truth the answer is nothing... Love IS painful..... ha~ nothing to talk about.... "every word you say make me concern" YES~! TOTALLY~ KILLED ME~ "every move you make seems to moving further away from me" totally~ EVEN WHEN YOU RIGHT NEXT TO ME... YOU SEEMED TO BE NOT THERE.... CRY?~ FOR YOU?~=3= ha... joking... burning my heart.... ouch~ HURTS~! KIND~ i feel the kindness... FROM WHERE? FROM MY FRIENDS THAT CARE~! you never understand my feeling..... SURE and yes~! __________________________________________________________________________ PIANO exam........X( might have failed it becuz of you...... cant concentrate at all...... but... never gonna blame it on you.... | 
